12/01/2024

00:21

i haven't updated for a while. the flight went okay, the days have been okay so far. we had to cancel one plan because we were ill that day, but other than that it's been fine. i've been thinking a lot about that game i like, and the protagonist. i like him a lot. i don't want to go to the market tomorrow, but our parents want to. maybe we'll ask to stay back. the markets are far too busy and loud and have nothing we're interested in. they said we should wait until our friend goes back to decide to stay back, but i'm sure she'll do just fine without us at the market. if anything, we might just break down at the market, which would make things much worse for her. i think we'd like a break. we went last time and we know the markets aren't for us. maybe we'll ask them to bring something like gooseberries or oranges home from the farmers' part. other than that, there's nothing for us really. they'll have fun buying clothes and things, probably, but we already have 2 outfits which is more than enough for us and the toys there aren't the best or most interesting. i want to go home. i know i will by the end of this month probably, but i kind of wish it'd be now. i've decided to wait because maybe this will be fun, but another part of me thinks "well, you'll have more fun back home then you ever could here" and i suppose it's right. but i think i'll still wait. these sad feelings are awfully unmotivating. not useful when you want to do something like that.i suppose i can wait.

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